Giving You Everything is the Spice Girls one hour documentary airing next week narrated by the girls themselves over the course of the last few months leading up to their reunion tour with exclusive backstage access and archival footage.

You’d think it would be typical campy snap and pop. But surprisingly, the Spices were willing to dig deep, discussing eating disorders, catfights, and more. In the following clip, Geri is pictured in tears, emotional while explaining why she left. And Mel C does not mince words about the effect Ginger’s departure could have had.

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The Spice Girls Giving You Everything will air in Canada on CTV on December 18th at 9pm. Must PVR!